Yesterday...today

So...the following day all I found was ash...I gathered it in a bowl, covered it, and took it to a place to release it. The wind was blowing so hard, it covered my face with a sphere of cold air, surrounding my entire body with it's strength...I uncovered the bowl, and threw the ash into the air so it would fly as far away from me as possible... ... ... after a while I went home.
........next day, I woke up, I got dressed, and I just stood still for a second in which I reminded myself of what happened yesterday. I threw my past away. It was done. It should have ended a long time ago I said to myself...it should have...